Sometimes there’s good madness and bad madness. You can’t control which will take the reigns and both are potentially disastrous. Yet sometimes, you’re willing to take a gamble just to feel; something.
So I’ll accidentally on purpose forget to take my meds and ride shotgun letting it do the driving in the hope, if only for one day, the good madness will come out to play.
It’s worth the crash
Even if it’s
Tip toeing around the edge of mania
It’s fizzing in her veins
Greedily gulping in air
Catching bubbles of emotional colours
Before it runs out.