Try a gold card next time.

Sometimes you do what you do because nobody else does.

Or because I don’t.

Or I can’t

Or because only you can be bothered.

Or only you actually think it needs doing.

Or because you’re being kind

And generous.

And loving.

But you still note it all down on that mental scorecard of yours. 

My failings.

My laziness.

My crapness.

Your  generosity.

And then you sulk.

When you don’t receive payment/gratitude.

You know what?  I’d rather not have a lie in than feel  obligated to blow you anyway.

And guilty because I don’t. 

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